Currently struggling between the "feeling anti-social and would rather curl up at home on my couch with my dog" and "ok dorky-feeling-sorry-for-yourself-antisocial-girl time to get off of your butt and go hang out with people" moods. The confusing point is that I know that after the past week (my Aunt just died, there was all of the appropriate family gatherings and ceremonies to deal with... 3 hours away) I do need to take some time for myself, and allow myself time alone, but I also know I slip into that anti-social thing far too easily and that sometimes it is good to be with people and do normal things. ::sighs:: Crap.
On the plus side, I'm currently trying to convince one of my very good friends that she wants to go do SCA stuff with me... I mean, who wouldn't want to
Have Fun Storming the Castle? Luckily for my brain, this event is nearly 2 weeks away, plenty of time for me to sort out my anti-social behaviors.