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Oh boy. I got so frustrated with everything last evening/night that I just grabbed my laundry, the easter presents, my purse and my overnight bag and walked out the door. I'm at my parents house, have been since about 9pm last night. I totally left my computer on without an away message up, my email open, the swimsuit and book that I need to teach diving today on the floor, forgot my resume, I think there's food out on the counter, the list goes on and on and on and on. Crap.
Then, there's this morning. Dad and the dog wake me up (after I said last night that I wanted to sleep in today). And not long after waking up, I'm informed that my job of the day is to get my resume completed and sent out to as many people as possible. (I had already decided that last night.) Then Mom starts talking about the job that's available here in Ontario County, and that I could live at home, and while it wouldn't be an ideal situation, it's one that'll save me money. Arg! Now, I'm getting mucho harassment regarding said resume... I need to get a job because if I stay here I'm going to lose my mind.
Long story short, I needed to get the hell out of Ithaca. And now that I'm the hell out of Ithaca I'm just as insane as I was before. I've really got to get it together for my own sanity. I'm hoping like hell that my mom's knee jerk reaction / suggestion of me coming home is just a case of "don't want my child moving halfway across the country" and that she'll regain her senses before it comes to that. Not that there aren't benefits.... no rent, no cable bill, no internet bill, no electric bill, minimal food bill... I could get the debt paid down and the car paid off and it'd work. BUT, I'd be living at home, in Newark, with my parents. Bleck. I do love them dearly, but I haven't lived at home for longer than 3 weeks since my freshman year of college. I can't see it going well.
Ok, off to resume completion, and hopefully sending out. And I get to teach today, so that'll be fun.
Then, there's this morning. Dad and the dog wake me up (after I said last night that I wanted to sleep in today). And not long after waking up, I'm informed that my job of the day is to get my resume completed and sent out to as many people as possible. (I had already decided that last night.) Then Mom starts talking about the job that's available here in Ontario County, and that I could live at home, and while it wouldn't be an ideal situation, it's one that'll save me money. Arg! Now, I'm getting mucho harassment regarding said resume... I need to get a job because if I stay here I'm going to lose my mind.
Long story short, I needed to get the hell out of Ithaca. And now that I'm the hell out of Ithaca I'm just as insane as I was before. I've really got to get it together for my own sanity. I'm hoping like hell that my mom's knee jerk reaction / suggestion of me coming home is just a case of "don't want my child moving halfway across the country" and that she'll regain her senses before it comes to that. Not that there aren't benefits.... no rent, no cable bill, no internet bill, no electric bill, minimal food bill... I could get the debt paid down and the car paid off and it'd work. BUT, I'd be living at home, in Newark, with my parents. Bleck. I do love them dearly, but I haven't lived at home for longer than 3 weeks since my freshman year of college. I can't see it going well.
Ok, off to resume completion, and hopefully sending out. And I get to teach today, so that'll be fun.
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Date: 2004-04-10 10:40 pm (UTC)From: